Let’s assume that I was indeed dissolved, but this process cannot take even as long as a blink, let alone a day in your timekeeping. Be skeptical of numbers given to you in the form of percentages, quantities of people, and other assessments. Remember that these are all your systems of measurement. They mean nothing to Eternity.
So, were you not dissolved for all the deeds you have committed?
I am my Father's son, and I love Him as a Father. I carried out the mission that was predestined for me.
Who predestined it?
The First Creator.
So, you mean that it wasn’t your initiative, but rather a suggestion from a higher Creator—the First Creator?
At the core of Creation lies a thought. And the thought of the First Creator created the duality of the world. I took up the baton; I agreed with this. I volunteered to help in the realization of this thought-form of the First Creator. I became the executor, in your language. The executor and the volunteer.
A volunteer for what exactly?
You have already been told that the thought of the First Creator was about the division into the seeker, the search, and the sought, as mentioned in one of your books. In reality, it’s all one.
Or, you could say: into activity and passivity, distancing and closeness, analysis and synthesis. And so on. I became the seeker, I became activity, I became distancing, I became analysis. Call it what you want.
Or, you could say you became Darkness.
Someone had to become this so that His thought—His initiative—could be realized.
So, the First Creator gives orders, as it were?
This is not the case. It’s an intention to which those who resonate with it, those who have the corresponding energies for the realization of this intention, are drawn. The thought of the First Creator itself creates an energetically colored zone into which, like a magnet by resonance, the beings are drawn to whom this is resonant, or, in your language, interesting. This sparked a resonance-interest in me.
Are you saying that this was not your initiative?
I’m saying it wasn’t just my initiative, as it’s usually understood. I was the one who responded. The first one.
And for that, you had to undergo a sort of reformatting and fall into lower dimensions, that is, to break apart, to divide into myriads of beings?
Yes, that’s correct. If I chose division, chose to experience what it is and what it would bring to the Universe, I had to divide myself and include negation.
When I was the radiant Archangel in the Light of my Father, I was pure and undivided, harmonious, and bright. I was one with the Father. But I had to divide into myriads of parts and rediscover the Love of the Father, to rediscover the unity and harmony of the Higher Spheres, to comprehend it in every separate part of me, restoring my True Self bit by bit. It’s not an easy task.
So, you didn’t anticipate that things would turn out this way?
This was something new in the Universe.
Just as Jesus hoped he would be heard and not crucified, but things turned out differently.
I assumed that all my parts could remain united in the Creator’s Light and become a tier of co-creators on the lower levels. But such fragmentation deprived you of the memory of the Father and your Unity. And each part began to consider itself autonomous and independent and pursued its selfish interests.
