– So what should I do?
– I don’t know Roman; each person should find his own answer. Many people can’t find it and walk down the wrong path. However, later, after hundreds of years they will be born again.: in a different county, in a different body, with a different assignment… And they will start searching for the answer again… Many people can’t find it again, and suffer from it. Do you understand?
– Do you think I feel better? I have been looking for answer forever. I am looking for my assignment, Max! I can’t decide what it is! I feel uncertainty and intimidation, which stand on my way and don’t let me move forward.
– Roman, I understand you very well, I experienced your confusion. I can only imagine that you need to be concentrated all the time and make decisions what to do. That is very important. Do you understand me? You need to do what you have to do, not what you want to.
– How is that?
– It does not matter, weather it will be good or bad for you, weather you need it or not. This is the last thing to think about. It is essential to realize the importance and the rightness of your action. You need to accomplish what you have to without waiting for assistance from others. You need to do it today, not tomorrow, or at any other time. If you waste your time, then there will be no need for your actions.
– It is almost impossible: to analyze everything, make a decision what to do and how to do it, plus to do it the right way.
– Yes, but tell me what our life is for then?! To eat and go to the bathroom?
– There is no need for overacting, Max.
– I am not overacting! Everyone lives like that!
– I should be going. So how can I change everything? How can I accomplish it? It is hard for me to see and understand it all right away.
– At first you need to concentrate on yourself and become a better person! You have told me yourself that we need to strive for perfection! When you reach the perfection, you will be able to see and understand things. If you look for the answers now, you will waste time. Work on yourself, Roman! And you will win!
– Do you mean to grow spiritually and take control over the flesh?
– Right. Take a control over all human sins and desires. Get rid of all the dirt!
– Thank you, Max, I understand now. Do you mind if I go home? Will you take an offence?
– Please go, that is so silly…
– Sorry. Bye.
Svetlana left school exhausted and drained out. She was not ready for changes yet. At first it seemed that all her love and warmth towards work and students broke to shivers because of misunderstanding and fear. Svetlana even got scared, thinking that may be it was better to give up. However, she decided not to pull back and try to get herself together. Before she reached the bus stop, she spotted Andrew.
– Andrew, have you seen Max yet?
– I saw him a minute ago.
– How is he doing? Is he all right?
– He is doing well. He asked me about you, so I forwarded your task to him.
– Good job!
– Svetlana Victorovna, Maxim wanted to let you know that he had finished reading Gorky’s novel “Mother” and needs to clarify the theme of the paper…
Svetlana couldn’t hear again because she felt Max’s love again. He asked about her! She gave him a task to read a book recently, and he already finished such a complex and voluminous book. Very hard to believe! Andrew was still talking when Svetlana, getting away from her thoughts, interrupted him:
