“I said: LOOK AT ME!”
“So be it.” I thought in disgust and looked at Edward. And then all my determination faded…
Edward knew how to influence me. He looked divine at the time. His dark blue shirt, the unbuttoned collar that barely exposed his manly chest, that deep, heavy gaze that made my knees buckle…
“Let me guess. You are jealous?” he suggested.
I was silent. His conjecture left me speechless.
“Elvira. You have to understand a point. I told you that I will love her, no matter what happens. We have been together for a long time and we have experienced a lot, we went through a lot. She is a close and dear person to me. Yes, she betrayed me, but in time, I think I can understand and forgive. Yes, I'm an idiot.” He smiled kindly. But obviously not for me, but thinking about Sofia. “I thought you could support me. You can help me to be a full-fledged man and deal with my pain. But your jealousy will only spoil everything. It is so insignificant… For the last time I ask: yes or no?”
Knowing perfectly well what Edward meant, I didn't say anything. I didn't have the strength to say anything. He was just waiting for what would happen next. I prepared myself so that he could leave now…
“Good.” He said coldly. “Well, I'm not surprised. So from now on, I don't pay attention to you anymore.”
And he turned his back on me, intending to leave my office. It was this gesture that awakened something in me. His back showed me my utter unwillingness to leave and my helplessness.
“Stop!” Sound burst from my lips. “Sorry… I won't do this again. Let's continue?”
Edward chuckled.
“A naive girl. We never stopped anything. Prepare to be below me at my meeting today.”
“What do you mean?” I asked. It's a strange thing, we almost stopped communicating, but now we talk as if nothing had happened…
“Under the table. There will be important people. You will suck.” He explained and left, leaving me in deep shock. “Are you asking me to give you a blowjob under your desk? With a crowd of people? Are you crazy?!” I thought.
Of course, he remembered well the terms of our relationship. Sex without limits, yes. But, apparently, I was not really prepared for such perversions… And how could I accept this? How could I force myself to have so much courage?
I was mad at myself. A weak-willed fool! Why the hell was I submitting to him again?
I didn’t know what prompted me to apologize. After all, I was not guilty of anything. But his eyes reminded me that I was crazy about him. And if I rejected him, I wouldn’t be able to live with it later. This is the only thing I knew for sure…
After a while, Edward called me. He said that I had to go under his desk and be there all the time while the meeting was going on. I obeyed… as always!
Under the table I only saw Edward's knees, which were covered with a black trouser cloth and black boots, polished to a shine. And also this attractive bulge between his legs… I sighed deeply, rested my shoulder on his knee and began to wait for a special signal that we had talked about earlier.
I wouldn't say I liked the kinky new idea of him. Sitting under his desk and sucking his cock while the meeting was going on was somehow… humiliating for me? It was risky? What if someone noticed or listened? And how was he going to bear these sweet torments? In short, at that moment I was already lost. It only remained to wait…
